Pondering: I am often tempted to fall into the false belief that if I do my absolute best for God, life will go smoother and I will find more rest. Lately I feel Him calling me to do the opposite (or at least in the opposite order). He seems to be whispering - Rest IN ME that I may do my best in you. Living with guilt, feelings of failure, and an "if I just try harder" mentality is SO far from what He has for us. And yet, for me, it is SO easy to fall into. So today, if/when those feelings of failure creep in (which more than likely are directly from the enemy), I am going to ask Him to teach me how to Rest IN HIM that He might do His best in Me. 1372. The January Joy Dare suggestions: January 15 - one thing you wore, one thing you gave away, one thing you shared... My bath robe My heart - first to my God, then to my husband My thoughts...